War of the Words

So, in his infinite wisdom, Paolo (the gatekeeper of EuA) has decided to permanently ban me from the site. I suppose if I didn't have my own blog, that might be unpleasant, but as it is, it's just an inconvenience What it does put in me in mind of, though, is something I've noticed all my life - that the bad people of the world don't really ever get a comeuppance, as we imagine they should. In the back of my mind (and I'm sure everyone else's), is this thought that, "Well, when they get to the other side, they'll get theirs!" or "Someday, someone will get them good." And in my experience, that's not true.

In fact, I find it's the good people who get the bad reactions in life. I learned early on that just about anything I could do that was negative to other people, always came back to haunt me. Always came back to bite me in the butt. Without exception. And pain is a profound motivator. It's the reason I quickly decided, as a child, to always try and be patient with people, because negative reactions only really work if you just don't care, and I can't help but care.

All that I can conclude is that, if there is some higher power in the universe, it holds those of us who are supposed to be more responsible for our actions to a higher level of integrity than those who aren't. And, well, I guess that's as an oblique compliment from our maker as we can hope to get. lol

Anywho, I guess it'll be just me and my little blog taking it from here on out. On the plus side, it means I don't have to reformat my content so many times!

So . . . just my musings for the day,

nicholas

EuA - rest in peace!

p.s. - if you like any the stories, feel free to pass the url along to other people who might like them. As time goes by, I'll have a greater and greater balance between m/m and f/m stories. So, there should be something for everyone.